♥ Saturday, July 14, 2007 ♥
10:42:00 PM
let's see what had happened for the past few days.
okay, i went for SHS (school of health sciences) for the open house to showcase about Nursing. so it's like we get to tell those who are taking their O level this year more about nursing. Told them about the criteria to enter nursing, what we learn, what we r experiencing as a student, showed them our labs, our stimulated dummy. wells, no doubt, they r surprised when they saw those dummy. =) and they r like super shock when they know we have
too bad diana was busy & couldn't come. it'd be like damn cool la. coming to see those labs. if i knew it's so going to be like this, i guessed my JAE will be 1st choice nursing. i didn't regret choosing nursing 'tho it's like damn difficult to study for the biology. nursing IS cool! hahas! join join join~
then, ytd miss that said that we can get to learn about MEDICINE in year 2.. haha!!! i love that i guess. then whenever i go doctor then i'll know what is inside (which is just in case they want to kill me la) =P
then just now went to sentosa with my classmates, namely eileen, yeeleng and michelle. it's like i got burnt cause i think forgot to put the tanning lotion on my back! omg. its like super red now. congrats to me then.=x
i wanna learn swimming cause swimming is cool=) and i shall not drown myself to death which could be one of the ways where i choose to
somehow the past few beach going experience had never been great. i guessed that's the reason for today's mood there. there's too much things that had been in my mind. it's just so not easy to let go of certain things that have happen for the past 2oo6.
many things failed in 2oo6. had the first r/s which failed, the first quarrels btw mum & dad, getting the flu bug that stayed on for months, had to face with the long hours of class, stress of the examinations, getting tests like every day, had a major quarrel with my classmate,... i almost lost everything i had that year.. the times when i teared were like countless. each night seems like a torture.
but still, i was thankful for being able to withstand all those shits in life... i supposed they r just part and parcel of life which we had to gone through them. at least, i still had wonderful people who still keep me going.
but to lose something will mean we get to gain something. & that's right. cause i got my first job in 2oo6, had great frens, wonderful teachers who taught & guide me, managed to cope stress & graduate too.
"狂风暴雨之后, 晴天终会来临" (translated: after a heavy thunderstorm, there'll definitely be a fine day after that.) i believe in this.
to stay positive and be happy seems like something which i had to go each day. after all, not matter how happy or sad we r feeling, we still got to live on our lives. that is if we didn't kill ourselves. sometimes i feel sick & tired of pretending.
